i'm so tireD!! wake up in the morning to go to sch and submit my project.. reach at 8.40am.. suppose to load into S:\ by 9am.. and guess what.. no one came to open the lab!! not even the lab technician.. waited waited and waited.. finally at 9++ they came... everyone chiong like hell.. students from different module groups.. gLad to know that i'm not the worsT... in faCT i'm one of the few modEL student.. coz at least i finished my entire phrase 1 project.. unlike the other people.. finished half.. there chionging in the lab like hell..eFforts man... waited quite long for the other gals.. Lyn and Er.. eSP eR.. taking her own swEEt time.. as usual.. amend here and there.. after that.. procEed to mac for brEAkfast.. sitted down so long.. tALk TALk den got the like "wow.. finally no worries' de feeling.. load off a big stone in my mind.. so Shiok.. but gOtta stARt tO work on phrASe 2 right after Common tEst.. else cant finish in time and i'm not going to repeAT this stupid module!! went home.. clear my mailbox awhile... den went to lie on bed and rest for 45 mins!! sorE eye.. actually thought of skipping Adult hoMe Nursing again.. but jieyingS is definately going to kill me if i do tat.. so i forCe mySELf to go.. wenT to bugiS to meet Jieying for dInner first.. den shun bian shop around for some gifTs that we're suppose to shOp for 1... but like dunno wat to buy for that asshOLE leh.. waLk around the entire buGIs 2 times.. with not even a single bit of brain juice left in our brain.. tiLL now still thinking what to buy man.. it's drawing neaR.. and tml goTTA go shop for anothER idiot present!! wa liew i'm damn broke with gifTS man!! i hate July.. AuguST and SEp.. so many pple bday!! when oct 17 is here.. u guys jolly well know what to do man.. if not frend make until today only!! we also realised that Zone 2 owe us moneY!! jieying gottA claim over $80 for the ink.. and NCOC 2004 owe me over $10 for the stamps and photocopying!! luckily today lesson not so boring.. i hope every lesson also can be like that.. i reALLY dun mind!!! but 1 damn stupid rules is the OLd(old enough to be my paPa) damnY 'moniTor' say muz bUn hair.. so orbit sia.. machiam like cadets.. the entire class are officers lor.. xcept 2 idiots.. officer to be only.. :) but luckily all the girls think alike.. we bun up our hair in the most stylish way sia.. actually is juz tie up nia lar.. den got 1 gal form my officer course.. damn funny.. ask me help her tie hair.. say she dunno how to tie.. and wa liew.. u how old already.. and i gueSs she's out for the entire day.. so she doesn't smell so fresh.. but it's over.. and i'm gLAd.. i shall go tO bed Soon.. tirED.. Looking ForWARd to tomolo celebRAtion.. shall do wat we do back in our 'wear-uniform' school days..eat noodle plus chilli with a pack of yEo's Lemon tEa.. i'm Loving it!! but A darling and Y darling eat bu dao.. they're not going back!!! gOttA see my favourite F daRling... and P darling...tomolo also.. and many many other SEc sch matEs!! i Love ya guys aLL!!

*Countdown to Wed : 1 daY!!

F.A.C.P.Y ruLez..

the time now is 1.54am!! yeSh YEsh... after a week of hard Work.. finally putting a FULL STOP to my damn damn INternet Programming Project.. erm.. but that's only PHRASE 1.. there's still PHRASE 2 to go.. phrase 1 was a disaster.. the layout sucks.. content sucks.. coding sucks.. it sucks big time.. it'll be good tat MR Bloody Kwan pass my phrase A project.. 15/30 will do.. i'm being forced to come and blog.. tried earlier.. server down.. so decided to come and try again.. and here i'm.. shan is complaining that my blog are rotting.. pris saying it's mouldy.. and amy saying.. she saw fungi.. is tat really that serious? and yes.. the last time i came to blog.. was like.. erm.. more than 2 weeks ago... tat was when im still slacking.. now i gotta wORk real hard to pass my math common test.. at least TRY.. and get at least a B for my marketing.. my goals for this common test.. im so tired.. dead beat.. hasnt been resting well for the past week.. slept at almost 3am every nite and woke up at 8+ in the morning.. all becoz of this bLoody project.. ar.. gOd pls SAve me.. tml gotta reach sch by 8.30.. means gotta wake up at 7++ hELP!! i'm so so so busy for the entire week or since i last blog till.. i lost track of my own time and activity.. there's so much to write here.. but forget what can i write.. except that.. i was so busy with my proj and get so blur that i almost lost my phone AGAIN.... ALMOST!!! not once.. but twice!! sianz.. tml goTTa go for Adult Home Nursing course... goD!! goD.. i haTE HN practical.. oh ya.. juz to add on.. went for the sIT club new committee election on fri.. those pple dere sucks.. and im loving myself with what i wrote.. Q1: How do u perceive SIt Club as a whole? A:'Disappointment and disappointment.' Q2:Do you consider urself as a team leader or team player? Why? A: 'Both but more towards team leader. i had never doubt of the leadership within me.' so Damn guai lan was me.. but that's seriously how i feel towards SIT CLUB.. dissaPointment.. gOOd neW!!! yUying SEc had raise more than $4000 on St John fLag Day yesterday.. and once again.. zOne Champion.. wELL donE yUying SJab!! jIAyOUz.. im missing the days i had with my Cs.. Quote: "i'm feeling so lonely inside.." whahahha most prob going for kTv on wed.. once again.. as usual.. short of shortie priS.. Looking forwards to tues(teachers day celebration cum mrs pang bday celebration) and wed outing with the Cs.. i Love A.. i Love F.. i Love P.. i Love Y.. i Love F.A.C.P.Y..!!!

p/Ss: aMy is super act cute Tonight.. buAY taHAn.. u suXs..

p/s: hey... this goes out to whoever reading this.. drop me a comments. i wanna know who's reading.. to avoid writing some not so nice stuffs abt you.. ooPs.. :P

hmm.. today is kind of a short and boring day... got lab at 8am.. and for the first time for this sems.. i saw quite a few not bad looking guys on the bus.. even got jin cheng wu lookalike( sorry gals.. i only managed to catch his side view.. so no gurantee for front view).. got lab for 3 hours.. den 1 hour boring math lecture... den back home again.. rest for afew hours... b4 i went down to buy cake and proceed to marina bay to meet up with the rest for dinner.. ar.. something dreadful i saw at marina bay bus stop.. i saw the pan wei bo lookalike(skinny version) that i saw during NDP NE show.. he was the plain clothes police allocated to my area then.. and that's the one and only time i had ever seen him.. and today i saw him again.. erm.. with his Gf.. sAD ar.. all nice guys are taken.. he got the S.n.A.G look.. hehhe.. look like a mr nice guy to me..oh.. and im so shy to say that.. i did exchange a glance or two and we smile at each other during the NDP NE show.. we're both luffing at sumthing silly.. den happen to look up and stare at each other.. and so.. *EleCtricity*.. i hope this is not a single sided event.. but still this kinda thing happens all the time.. i'm bLushing..!! wahaha *bLusH*.. but it's over.. wake up wake up.. erm.. there's sumthing i wanna comment also.. his gf isnt that fantastic looking... so what i can say is.. all nice guy are taken up by so-so gals... ok.. tat further proven tat.. they're mr nice guy.. coz they fantasize by one's character instead of the appearance.. i immediately sms jieying telling her i saw my 'NDP Pan wei bo..' and we both conclude that.. yuying girls got bad luck in relationship.. they're cursed... which i truly agree.. and so the dinner went on as usual.. we had fun during the dinner.. trying all kind of nonsense.. and we actually walk from marina south back to marina bay.. i think we walk for about 20 mins odd or even longer.. and we even stop halfway to pose for pictures.. right in front of some deserted field(but opposite the field are actually pubs and restaurants)..silly pose like.. forming pyramid and stuffs.. at a stupid location.. yes stupid.. and we walk walk.. for like entirely lifetime when we reach at the mrt station.. we sing and dance during the 'trekking'.. transit at dhobby ghaut to take 147.. and here im back to update my blog.. after which ys told me to do so.. she remind me to not to leave my blog here to rot.. wahha.. well.. tml gotta be another busy busy busy day for me.. got MIT outing on with the freshies.. and after that.. gotta come back to rush up with my st john work.. stress.. i wished i were half as hardworking in my studies... but still i'll 'try' to enjoy myself tomorrow with the remaining OGLs since i 'enjoy' working with them so much.. and tonight for once since so long did i had such a long chat with 1 of my Cs.. yS.. and the other Cs.. amy.. seems to have abit of problem with her lovelife.. girl.. cheer up.. make up ur mind with what u want.. u know urself better for what u wan den the rest.. u always have the other 4Cs here for u.. u know tat.. and that's for all until the next post.. cheERs on..

the time now is 1.59am.. and my boring lab starts at 8am tomorrow.. for that particular boring module.. my senior had advised me not to do the project last minute.. else juz sit back and enjoy crying.. initially had decided not to blog today.. but my deAR dEAr yS had urge me to come and updated my blog.. and here i'm.. today is just another boring day.. lesson starts at 8am.. and i reach school at 7.40am.. which all my frends went blur.. they cant believe their eyes.. seeing me at such an early hour.. wa liew.. i wanna turn over a new leaf 1 lor.. but seriously today is really another boring day.. as usual.. marketing class wrap up in an hour time.. thus class end at 2+pm.. and i reach home at 3... went online awhile to send lyn the sample project.. den went to took a nap for 45 mins.. b4 i wake up and prepare to head down to hQ for meeting.. the damn meeting end at 10++pm close to 11pm.. den wait for jie jie to come pick me.. reach home almost close to 12am already... yS stil envy me.. alway so awake.. but actually im mentally very tired.. i seriously need to take a break.. to avoid all these 'happening occasions' around me... my last hope for my hP went down the drain.. some mystery fellow called my mum hp at 11.40+pm last night.. but her phone was shut... singtel service is still the best.. becoz as long as u're unreachable.. sms will be sent to u to inform you.. who had called you.. this mystery 6280**** fellow.. was a mystery... for the entire day.. i kept thinking who is it.. i even pester my mum to think as well.. as that fellow called her HP!! still having the though tat.. sumone had charged my phone.. and saw the number inside the phone memory and thus decided to call 'Mummy Hp' to return me the phone.. so dumb of me.. which century is this man.. how many good deed human being are around in these days? close to none.. haiz.. i think i shall just bid my handphone goodbye forever... saD.. it took me such a long time to get a new phone.. and it was gone in 3 weeks time.. what the hell.. sianz.. went for NCO course meeting today.. got this instinct that.. got lotsa stuffs to do soon.. sianz.. exam is coming.. i wanna buck up 1...!! arg... it's getting very near to 25th Sep.. what will happen after tat? on 25th Sep i shall be officially announce as Corp Staff Officer Christina Toh.. no more officer course trainees or whatever.. on tat day.. i'll be a commissioned officeR of sT jOhn amBuLance brigaDe!! but im worried for my 'sj carreer' from that day onward.. the zone is desperate for officer.. there's a couple of school without a officer now.. the fear of being transfer out of Yuying sec.. arg.. althought jieying juz told me that.. only either me or fenmei will be transfer out.. but how true will that be? who will be the unfortunate one? i guess no one will be looking forward to that day.. definately not me.. not fenmei.. not jieying... which either one of us will be out of Yuying SEc.. the place where had gloom me to who i'm today.. the place where i had the most wonderful time of my life till now with my beloved 4Cs and peers.. what i can say is still.. 'Those were the Days..' the wonderful days... i shall look forward to a better tomorrow.. althought tomorrow is suppose to be Friday the 13th.. but come on.. im not that superstitious for goodness sake.. i shall just enjoy myself to the max during the dinner tomorrow.. anyway.. tomorrow shall be a day to commemorate.. it's the first time.. my class is going out on an outing on such a huge scale basis!! rockS on man.. 0306.. for once.. i shall try to release all the worries.. unhappiness.. stress in me.. and enjoy myself with the auguSt babies tomoRRow.. "haPPy birThday"..

P/S: Pris dEAr.. if you're reading this.. i'm informing you that.. i've collected my new Sim Card for tons of years already.. so im waiting for your tons of SMS!!! muaCkS..

haiz.. the time now is 12.38am.. and my lesson is at 8am tomorrow.. i'm in such lousy mood this few days.. right after that dreadful night.. when i lost my phone.. getting mood swing so often.. thus alot of people around me had received unnecessary scoldings or watever unpleasant side of me.. i'm sorry.. guys and girls.. i didnt mean it.. it's an emotions that i cant control also.. it's a involuntary act!! i think i've upset my frend today/yesterday.. im not sure.. but i juz think i did.. moreover i have shown her my blog yesterday.. which i shouldnt... shucks.. so forgetful of me to actually give her my blog when she ask for it..stupid me.... i'm sorry girl.. you know who you are... althought i dunno if you'll read this.. but i think it's a matter of time only.. feeling so fAn now.. dunno why.. there's so many things for me to do.. but i'm sitting back and not doing anything.. but just feeling sad over the lost phone.. it's gone.. nuthing can be done.. i knew that.. but i juz cant control my emotion.. what the hell... these few weeks gotta be very very busy.. alot of report is dueing.. it's another 3 weeks before term break.. den term test.. and im still slacking.. though i know very likely im gonna buang my math again.. it's time to buck up girl.. sujuan alway tell me.. i can do it 1.. she ask me to put my passion in sjab into my studies.. i did try.. but it's juz the modules.. that make me slack.. giving up.. ever since the night that i lost my phone.. i've been slacking so much.. refusing to work.. to the extend not only in studies.. but even in my favourite sj johnnie activities.. sianz.. currently i need alot of motivation and encouragement from people around me.. so please people.. frends.. please do encourgae and motivate me to a greater height.. for that.. i thanks u guys in advance... "Thank You"...

spAstic me.. i got up in the middle of the night at 4.15am to record this.. it's a involuntary action.. i juz wanted so much to write down my thoughts at the moment.. it's sad... upset.. disppointed..unhappy..!! i've juz lost my phone a few hours ago.. on my way back home from marina promenade.. thanks to the firework festival which seems so interesting.. but isnt so afterall.. stupid me.. i dun even know if i've lost my phone on bus 70 or worst still on the can.. worst thing is.. i dun even know which company is the cab from.. worst worst... not even the car plate number.. worst thing.. only realise my phone is gone when i reach home.. worst worst.. it's a newly bought phone.. which is less than a month old.. even if some new being found my phone wanting to return to me.. i doubt he can.. first the phone is so low batt that it's shut off.. 2nd..i've this bloody PIN code setting for my sim card.. 3rd who the hell will have a mitsubishi phone charger at home to charge the phone.. so even if that someone is smart enough to replace his/her sim card with mine... he wun have the charger to do so.. unless he have a MItsubishi charger..so maybe for now we can juz imagine.. if i can take the effort to charge my phone fully last night.. and not having the thought that..'well tml is juz going to hQ for meeting and watching firework.. the remaining 1 shld be able to last.. charge tomorrow..'..maybe for now i should have been able to contact that someone who found my way.. maybe and should have. so disappointed with myself.. the number of times that my hp went low batt when im outside is countable with 10 fingers of mine.. and this is the first time i lost my phone.. it seems like.. it's fated that i shall lost my phone on this dreadful day.. isnt it?? 8th Aug 2004 cursEd me.. a day which i'll remember forever.. 2 days after my idol bday.. 1 day after my idol concert(which i went so high yesterday during the concert) .. 1 day before the Nation Birthday.. in which the Nation Birthday means so much to me.. becOz this is the first time.. i'm involve in NDP... even thought it's juz on first aid coverage.. and so i guess im not on the best self to carry out myself as a well-trained first aider tml in front of the 60 000 viewers.. it's a heartbreaking news for me.. for losing a newly bought phone.. perhaps.. because it's new.. or rather because of the content inside.. there's so many valuable messages inside.. but somehow.. it upset me something when i've repeatly read those messages.. and sumtime those messages juz make me smile.. but it's good that.. having lost the phone.. means having to collect a new sim card.. which means.. there'll be no more 'those messages' in my new phone(perhaps).. in which i've promised my dear dear amy that I'll lead my life in a better way... a bEttER Man in a bEttER WAy...

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Christina
17 Oct 86
Libran
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